I should have known that my Twin Flame’s recently deceased mother was going to reach out to me as a Bridge of communication from the other side. It makes sense to me even, that she has entered the personal Circle of my spirit guides, angels and ancestors. However, in meditation this morning I did have one of those AHA moments, and that is that I’m the Vessel.
A spiritual vessel is someone chosen by the divine to be used in some way for a purpose that person may or may not understand. For me, the AHA vessel moment was I’m SUPPOSE to be stuck in the middle of my Twins deceased mother and himself. And I’m a source of healing between them, if and when he’s ready.

When she passed, and made her presence from the other side known to me, in an earlier post I explained, I was trying to process how I felt about it. Initially I was perplexed because I felt stuck in the middle of unresolved problems and unfinished business between the two. And a little irritated she kept trying to communicate with me after multiple times of me shutting it down and not entertaining her, in both meditation and coming to me all times a day, through my 3rd eye and clairaudiently. It’s been a week ago, and she still makes her presence known however has gotten the message I feel like it’s a violation of my Twin Flame’s privacy and crossing boundaries and doesn’t attempt conversation about him or their relationship. She stays quite now, in meditation and my mind’s eye.

I already experience a high empathic and telepathic relationship with my Twin in the 3d. However, we share an even deeper connection in the 5d. I tend to joke that we communicate BETTER in the 5d then in the day-to-day life of the 3d as what most people experience. Not a surprise, being that he is my soul’s other half. Our energy cords and ties are unlimited in time and space, both are irrelevant. Meaning, lifetime after lifetime the cords remain and the pursuit of union continues.

In the meditation she was again in the circle of my spirit team surrounding me. Apparently, a permanent thing, which I’m ok with because she obviously has always meant to join them at some point. Divine connection, meant to be, my obvious life path already laid out for me with my Twin, she was always meant to come. She didn’t step forward, but my master guide, Merlin, did. I was brought to the oceans shore with him and he gestured to look out towards the sea. In doing so, it started to part and form a “hallway” of ocean water on either side. It eventually stopped parting quite aways out. A soft dim light appeared way out where the water had stopped parting and my Twins mother stood there in it. She looked beautiful surrounded by ocean on all sides of her and a white aura. She is always in a flowy white dress and looks to be in her 30s, in her prime. And remains to have a peaceful, closed mouth smile on her face. I look back towards Merlin and my Twin is standing with him and I have my AHA moment. Clairaudiently my Twin says ” Nooo no no no. ” as he does, and I telepathically communicate back to him just simply, “Ok. She’s here, if you ever want to talk.”

The light around her slowly fades as does my site of her and the ocean hallway walls wash in on themselves and Im left staring out at the gentle rolling waves and the sound of seagulls. I look back and Merlin by himself. Hes grinning at me I can tell even under all that mass of white beard with a twinkle in his eyes that are bluer than ocean and sky combined, and he nods his head. I slowly come out of meditation.

The Twin Flame journey, with its ups and downs, awakenings, realizations, running, chasing and healing is like unraveling a spiritual onion. A raw onion. Tears and all. Happy and Sad. I’m honored to be the Bridge, have her in my Circle and give my Divine Counterpart a Vessel to his mother if he ever feels inclined. I am Blessed and Grateful for all the opportunities, signs, synchronicities and guidance from the Divine that I continue the awakening to my highest ascended self. On the path to raise the collective human consciousness and vibration of the planet as a whole, on the Twin Flame journey.

Love & Light, Kelsey

It’s not easy being multisensory and connected to the “other side”. It’s exhilarating and exhausting at the same time. I’m currently in a situation where I have a deceased loved one, not from my own personal family, that just crossed over and wants to communicate. Before I feel like its ok too do so, I need to talk to the person of the family that loved one belongs too. I just don’t know how to go about doing it. It’s a highly personal and intense situation due to the relationship I have with the family member she is connected too. She came to me, after passing yesterday, in meditation and continues to make her presence known to me clairaudiently and clairvoyantly. I was told clairaudiently by my guide Charles, after work driving home, to go home and meditate. Not what I was planning, but ok. I always make it happen if a guide reaches out and tells me too. So I did. And I saw her die. Same day she DID die. And it was beautiful. I saw her in bed. I saw her soul leave her and ascend to the heavens.

My meditation continued and took me elsewhere that I won’t get into but at the end I was with my guide Maura. Maura is the very first guide that came through too me on the epic day I was catapulted into the spiritual realm, the 5d, the multisensory and the “clairs”. A point of ascension. The day of my first leveling up to a higher point of consciousness and being able to connect to the divine and the energies that reside there. Spirit Guides, ancestors and the Angels, both guardian and Arch. Souls crossed over. I will never forget that day and I will write about it a different day. Anyways…

Maura has a beautiful feminine voice. She is just of light form. She is billowy and of white. No face, just a figure of white energy and essence. Whenever she wants to connect, I am always taken to the same place in meditation. A large white room, except for one complete wall that is just of sheer delicate curtains. The curtains blow delicately, seemingly in a breeze, and just past them is vast blue sky, as far as I can see. The most brilliant blue sky. An almost indescribable color. And white, luminous puffy clouds. The floor of the room is white marble with a touch swirl of black throughout. And there’s a white, elegant, Victorian style couch with black clawed feet.

I enter this room at the end of my meditation yesterday and Maura tells me, “Shes here. Shes with us now. Shes at peace.” I confirm, asked Maura the name of who I know, had just passed. Maura says, “Yes.” I then look to my right, (in meditation) and a door appears, that is made of smoke and light. I see a silhouette on the other side. Maura says, “She wants to talk to you.” I told Maura, “No, no no.. I can’t. It wouldn’t be right, without me talking to the family member I am so close too, first.” Maura agreed. I came out of meditation and an hour or so later her family member told me, she had passed.

You see the tricky part here is that this person isn’t completely aware of my mediumship capabilities and I hesitate to tell him because of the intense relationship I have with this person. My TwinFlame. And the woman that passed is Very important to him. His mother.

The next morning she came to me in meditation again and I refused to entertain it. I came out of meditation shaken, vibrating at a high level and felt almost as though I wasn’t in my body. I make my way to the kitchen for my cup of coffee, feeling exhausted. I always drink my morning coffee and listen to the morning message with MaryJo on the Soulful Revolutions YouTube channel. She almost never fails to resonate with me. It’s like she reflects back to me on what I’m going through in my life. Like she just knows me personally! Anyways…

I’m sitting there with my coffee and my ascension symptoms start and get more and more intense. I am drawn to look towards the kitchen and I see the energy shift first. The linear lines of the fridge and the walls ect start to bend and change. Almost like they turn slightly liquid like. At this point I am seeing energy at the multisensory level that most don’t with the naked eye. My 3rd eye is pounding and my breath quickens. My heart starts to pound in my ears. And then she appears. In my kitchen. She is the same woman I saw pass but she’s now her younger self. Not the elderly woman that was suffering, in bed. Now, probably in her 30s. Beautiful, shoulder length brown hair and a flowy white dress. I’m having an out of body experience at this point. She’s just…. looking at me. With a closed mouth smile. No words. Just standing there, in my kitchen. I literally have to shake myself loose of the connection, physically. Shake my head, blink hard and take some deep breaths. I need to go to work, I tell myself. So I shakily make myself out the door.

On my way too work I channel the energy of my TwinFlame tenfold. My first license plate I see is his favorite college team. I see three different angel numbers, all the right songs energetically channeling through the radio, and a second Ohio State license plate. I see my guide Charles, in my back seat. Charles is, if I hadn’t or didn’t mention before, a guide that is of one of my Twin’s past lives. So he’s in the back seat the whole damn time on my way to the office. And she, the recent deceased, keeps coming to me in my minds eye. I get too work, and park. I feel like I can’t move. Like, I have no control over my body. My mind power was so intense in the 5d that it wouldn’t communicate with my limbs in the 3d to get the hell out of my car. So I sat there for a good 10 minutes. Resonating and embodying the sheer power and awe of the energy space. I was coming down out of it, when my coworker pulled up. Parked next to me and sort of snapped me back to the 3d. I get out of my car along with her getting out of hers. I look up and notice, right away she’s wearing colors I’ve never seen her in, before. A red sweater and black dress pants. Black and Red. Ohio State. I shake my head, close my eyes, take a deep breath, and make my way into the office.

Love & Light, Kelsey

Charles is one of my master guides. He comes to me the absolute most. He was the second to make himself known and present in my awakening and gaining strength in my clairaudience and clairvoyance. He speaks to me almost on the daily. He is a handsome, middle aged man. Looks like from the 50’s era. He has dark slicked back hair and is always in a white shirt with suspenders. He’s always holding a bourbon or whiskey on ice that he swirls and rattles around when talking. He’s a caddy, candid man that makes me laugh and curse under my breath, when he says ” See, I told you so…” He checks in with me, keeps me on my path and keeps me in alignment. I thought he may be my twins grandfather, Charles, as a young man because they share the name. But one day, it became clear to me this was not the case.
Charles came to me and made himself known before I knew my Twin’s deceased grandfather’s name. I found it very interesting that they matched. The evening my Twin started to tell me about his grandparents, they arrived in clairvoyance to me in his bedroom. Just walked straight in. My whole body started vibrating with energy and my third eye felt like it could bust straight through my forehead. Now, I had never seen a picture of them. He just brought them up in conversation. Reminiscing. And they appeared. His grandmother in a floral print dress and his Grandfather in a white shirt and suspenders. A few days later I did ask him, bravely enough, if his grandmother liked or wore floral print and his grandfather suspenders? He confirmed, yes. He then sent me a picture of his grandmother with him and his siblings when they were all very young. It was at a wedding and grandma was taking a picture with all the grandkids. The venue was a catholic church. In the photo my twin sent me of grandma, a picture of non other, Mother Mary herself on the church wall behind grandma, looking down at her, in the photo. My twins grandmother still reaches out to me from the other side. I know she is a guide for him but speaks to me as well.

Anyway at lunch this weekend my Twin brings up the fact that he was nicknamed “Charles” in college by his brother. As soon as he says, this my ascension symptoms go wild. My third eye starts pulsing, my body energy skyrockets, I start to vibrate and my eyes start doing that weird darting back and forth thing. I try and gain composer, as I am out to lunch with him and he doesn’t know this side of me to a large extent. So now, Intuitively, I feel my master guide, Charles, is my Twin from a past life. Charles, my guide, later confirms this for me clairaudiently.

Your Twin Flame is such a strong divinely guided connection that if you are meant to meet them in this lifetime then it is divinely guided and you are thrust into a journey of spiritual growth, healing, enlightenment and pain, to be honest. Your twin reflects back to you. They are your souls other half. But they reflect back to you all the shit that you don’t want to see or can’t see about yourself, that is keeping you stuck in low vibration. Inner childhood wounds. Past life Karma. Lessons that you were unaware of, that you need to learn and heal from, to obtain your highest vibration and maximum spiritual growth. The divine makes them known in your life and reveals your Twin because now its your time to rip the band aid off. To heal past life and present karma. Inner healing that is to be done for your life now and from many many lifetimes before yours. The divine is telling you, its time to ascend.

Love & Light, Kelsey

Today was another day of my awareness around my Empathic powers and capabilities. As I grow and continue to go through higher levels of ascension, not only am I having symptoms energetically and vibrationally but also physically. My third eye pulses and gets extremely activated randomly or when I am channeling energy and vibrating at a high level. My intuition seems to be screaming at me and I feel almost disconnected and in a different place and time zone at those moments. I feel like I am being reached out and spoken too directly from the universe and the divine. And my spirits guides and all my “clairs” become revealed and tapped into. My third eye has been getting so activated and strong that it can make my front teeth go numb and I can feel the activation in my whole face. At these times, I have been getting rapid eye movement and a complete high vibration feeling come across my body, as if I can be floating almost outside of it looking at my self, from a distant other space.

One of my mentors, Candice Rasa, who is a medium and an akashic record reader, warned me, as I ascend and continue to vibrate at a high level, I will attract people too me without them realizing why they are even being drawn to me. Its my energy, my aura, and my high vibration that people sense and feel, on a subconscious level. And it draws them in. They don’t even know why.

Anyways. I am a waitress. And today I was vibrating on a very high level going into work. I could feel it in my energy field and was well aware of it. Which isn’t a bad thing, at all, because I was Intune, tapped in, and in a fantastic mood. The night before was spent with my twin flame and divine counter part and the next morning at work I was flying high, energetically. A man sat at one of my tables. And immediately upon greeting him, my third eye activated and gave me the signals that this costumer was someone too pay close attention too. In a good way. He was vibrating high energy and I picked up on it empathically. It gave me pause, and caused excitement. I love when the universe speaks to me through the human energetic fields of others. I’m blessed to have the capabilities to embrace and recognize when its doing so.

Speaking with this man further, turns out his mother does tarot and he laughed it off saying she would never read his cards. I don’t even remember how or why he even brought that up too be honest. I said, oh? I read tarot and I’m an empath and a medium. He challenged my capabilities, at that point. I asked him what his sign was and he said, guess. Meaning, if your so intuitive and empathic then tell ME my sign without ME telling you, basically. And so I stood for a moment and listened and waited for my “Clairs”. I got an image of a river and I said, “Your a water sign.” He said “I don’t know.” and laughed. I said, “ok your a Scorpio, Pisces or Cancer.” He said, “yes I am, ok, which one?” And again, I waited on my “Clairs” and was told Cancer. So I said Cancer and he confirmed, “yes! What the fuck?” I just laughed and we got too talking and he would love too do a reading and an energy healing & clearing session. His father died in his arms this past January, he admitted. It was no mistake he was in the restaurant that day, sat in my section, and I was activated so energetically and vibrationally around him. I got the feeling his father was working through me and it was a divinely guided occurrence.

The second thing that happened later was I walked into the kitchen and our young little bus boy had showed up for his shift. I greeted him “Hello.” and got an instant sharp pain in the back of my neck on the right side. I said to myself, huh… interesting. So a few minutes later I approached him. I said, “Are you ok? Do you have neck pain or screw something up?” He looked at me weird and said, “Well actually, I have this cyst or this bump right here, that is giving me a lot of pain and has gotten bigger recently…why? I’ve been meaning to get it looked at, but I’m scared to go in to the doctor about it.” When he showed me where it was, it was the exact place I felt the empathic pain in my own neck. I told him, “I’m empathic, and and when I saw you and said Hi I felt a sharp pain there. So I wanted to ask you about it.” He was freaked out, but I assured him I wasn’t a witch, haha, and he should go get it looked at.

Love & Light, Kelsey