So Sunday, playing football with my boys my oldest “jukes” me, I slip trying to tackle him, and break my ankle. I felt it pop and knew, oh boy. Not good. Same ankle I injured over the Fourth of July in Vegas with my TwinFlame. Mere hours before I broke it , I sent him the Katy Perry song “Waking up in Vegas”. Sunday was the full moon in Gemini, “the twins” sign and also represents the Lovers card in tarot. Son of a bitch. I should stay in bed on full moons! But again. Sacred contract. Yes, the ankle breaking. Was destined to me from the Universe.

Being a starseed and a previous life in Atlantis as a high priestess and healer I realize it was meant to be. To step into my power. To remind me who I am, was.

We went immediately to the urgent care that afternoon and they confirmed the break, gave me a boot and crutches and a Orthopedic surgeon reference. They said by the looks of it, your going to need casted and or surgery. Ok. Cool. But I leave for the Bahamas in 48hrs. So it’s going to have to wait….That night I was in agonizing pain. I remembered what Candice had said in my Akashic record read. How I was healer. Using, crystals, colors and the chakras. In Atlantis. So I put myself in a deep meditation and tried it out.

In meditation I went through the waterfall and into Atlantis. My 2nd time arriving to the sacred city ever, in meditation. I entered a space that seemed to be my own domain, where I would preform healing on others. Seeing it in meditation it was a temple room, with a table, crystals, candles, herbs and jars of who knows what. But it seemed familiar. I knew the space. I knew it was mine. If that makes sense. I laid down on my own table. And in meditation I started to focus on my fracture. I envisioned the break. In my mind, could see the bone fusing back together with first a white light encircling it, then a green. Swirling all around the break. I could see the cells growing, multiplying in the break space. In the physical 3D, in meditation, I noticed a shift. It felt as if it was elevating. Laying in bed, as if that foot was not attached to my body anymore. It wasn’t a part of me, and at the same time I could feel the energy pulsing through the fracture. I was healing it. With my mind. I knew I was. It was a familiar feeling. Like I was always meant to remember this. And I was meant to be here, with myself, my wound, and healing my own injury. I came out of meditation, asked my guides and angels for healing while I slept, and fell asleep.

The next morning, I had little pain. Was a complete 180 from the night before. I made my way to work and scheduled with the Orthopedic surgeon. They said “We actually have a cancellation can you be here today? Otherwise it wouldn’t be until the end of January…” I said “I’ll be there.”

That afternoon I crutched my way into the office and checked in to the clinic. Energetically I noticed a shift. I started to get the ascension symptoms in the waiting room, and my fractured foot started to vibrate. In an energetic way. Not in a painful way. But I could feel the energy, like it was magnitised. And then clairaudiently I heard. “Remember. Remember who you are. Remember.” And clairvoyantly I was brought back to Atlantis. Flashes of myself, through my 3rd eye, as a medical medium. And I fell into trance. In the fucking waiting room of the orthopedic surgeon. Surrounded by strangers I was pulled deep into meditation and a trance state and it kept coming to me “it is healed. So it is. Remember who you are.” and that just kept repeating in my head and again I could see the break, see the energy around it and my mind healing it. It was a white light encircling it again, and it felt detached from my body.

They called my name and snapped me out of the meditation/trance. I went back with the tech and handed her the cd that had my imaging from the urgent care the day before. She pulled up the images from them and they all showed up dark. Unreadable. The tech told me they would have to take new X-rays. After, the surgeon came in to look at the new images. She said, “oh my god. Wow.” I held my breath. “This is the most beautiful fracture I’ve ever seen. It’s perfect. It’s clean. It’s non weight bearing. You don’t need a cast. You don’t need surgery. You can keep the walking boot. Test out using your heal, ect. But ya. It looks great. And you should be good in 6weeks.”

I know this happened to awaken and show MYSELF the power I hold. To remember that past life part of me. To harness the power of my mind to heal myself. 6weeks? Give me four.

Love and Light, Kelsey

You may or may not be familiar with the term. I had heard the term but didn’t know I was one. Until I was told I was, clairaudiently when I came out of meditation yesterday morning. By a voice I have never heard before, has never come to me. It had no tone to it. It was not feminine or masculine. It came to me like it was made of light. I would describe it as translucent, transparent. Like a soundwave. It said, “Your from Neptune. Work with Neptune… Starseed.”
I looked more into what that actually meant and this is the jist of it. But it does go way more in-depth if your interested.

“A Starseed is a person who is spiritually aware, having a strong connection to the divine creator. Starseeds are said to be old souls, sent back to earth from other planets and universes to transform the world into the heaven on earth predicted after the end of times. Many a times, they display spiritual gifts of clairvoyance, clairaudience or clairsentience. Being able to read minds, others emotions or see future events. They are incarnated on Earth to inspire and heal human beings. To bring light and knowledge that will uplift the human race. And are here to participate in awakening others’ consciousness to help the planet’s evolution.”

Well. Fuck. So….what does that mean? My soul was not from this planet apparently at some point. Apparently Neptune? I mean. That’s what this guide said. And it is interesting to me how my mentor, Candice, told me in my last Akashic Records reading at the beginning of November that my “planetary and starseed” guides were trying to connect, and that I was “traveling the universe” at night, outside of my body. She said “that’s why your waking up multiple times in the middle of the night. Its when your re-entering from your travels in the universe.” Whoa what? She also said that I have a strong connection to Atlantis and my Atlantean guides have a strong presence around me as well. She said I travel there a lot at night also. Something resonated with me about being told I was from Neptune and I remembered she had mentioned the universe travel and Atlantis. I had a previous life there, she said. And worked as a “color healer with crystals” working with the colors that resonate with the chakras and paired with crystals I would preform healing on people. So fucking wild. Atlantis, Neptune. Both so blue and beautiful. What the hell does it all mean?

And here’s another twist. I’m going to Atlantis, in the Bahamas, in a week, for Christmas. With my TwinFlame. What the hell. She told me I would be traveling somewhere soon and wherever it is, the record readers said its meant to be and is important. So will I be in Atlantis and trip out, go through another level of ascension, being so close to “home” with my TwinFlame?! I mean nothing is a coincidence, I’m just trying to figure out what it all means. Just the past few days I’ve had these feelings like I shift in and out of my body. All day long. Like I’m staying in the 5d and 6d and have to focus to stay in the 3d. Here on earth. Its SUPPOSE to be the other way around!? But that’s been my reality since the 12/12 portal. My third eye is active and pressurized 90% of the time and my eyes lose focus and start to dart. I see light flicker and my awareness of energy in the multisensory realm is on overload. I feel like I’m being PULLED by a force to move into other dimensions. Its very persistent. And powerful. My intuition tells me something big is happening to me, around me, through me. My souls just along for the ride.

Love & Light, Kelsey

The name Tilly Van Egman meant nothing to me until yesterday. I’m still not quite sure why it does or she does, but I know she’s trying to come through. She died November 30.

On Friday, I had a friend reach out to me that I hadn’t spoken with in a while. She used to live here but now, herself, her husband and son live on a sail boat. She sent me pictures of what they have been up too and I noticed the name of the boat, 3 little birds. She told me, once, the story of picking the name a long time ago. Something about how the Bob Marley song was meaningful too them in some way. It is just the three of them, so it just came to her that, that was going to be the boats name. I noticed it in one of the pictures, it made me smile, caused me pause. The day continued as normal as any Friday, I suppose. Drinks with the boss that afternoon, Covid shot, Christmas movie with myself and my thoughts. Phone call with my twin brother and Facetime with my TwinFlame. I fell asleep happy.

Saturday morning came and I was looking forward to the day. I had made plans with my TwinFlame to have lunch and spend the night. I love and appreciate any time with him and hold it near and dear, in high regard. I woke up, worked out, packed a bag and made my way to lunch.

Whenever I do get around my Twin in the physical I notice a frequency change. My energy body vibrates at a higher level. As if my veil between the dimensions thins, even more. I feel tapped in. I get activated easily. Like the world around me is a little more electrified. Its hard to explain. I just feel a heightened vibration. Everything that I resonate in the multi-sensory world is very accessible. Most of the time I have to fight back the pull from other dimensions, energy sources or spirits, latley. This particular Saturday was, just this. However, I couldnt fight the energy of this particular soul off or away. And she was meant to come to me. I just dont know why, yet.

We go to lunch and I immediatley notice the light above our head is of course, flickering. My third eye is active. Feels pressurized, if that makes sense. Squeezing and pulsing. I keep getting waves of goosebumps and am just vibrating on a high level. All very normal too me at this point, but I never, not, notice it. Its almost as if my soul body itself, perks its ears and makes me recogize the changes and sensations. Like, “Pay attention. We want you to pay close attention” is what I feel like its saying. We have lunch, see a movie watch some UFC, get naked and eventually go to bed. The next morning went as our Sunday mornings usually do, when together. He goes to the gym. I stay at the house and do my own workout. I’ll grab coffee from the shop down the street, shower and we rendezvous to watch the football games all day and chill. But Yesterday, something strange happened. Tilly Van Egman…..happened.

My father facetimed me as my Twin and I were hanging out watching the game. He started to tell me all about this former classmate of his who just died. He attended her celebration of life via zoom the day before. Tilly Van Egman. He told me he didn’t date her, wasnt even a friend in school, but at the last class reunion they chatted, whatever. He described her as an eccentric woman. Wore loud, bright clothes. 6ft tall. Basketball player. I asked him if they dated, he said “No, she was too tall for me.” He continue to describe her too me. Vibrant, full of life. Loved to drink and have a good time. Was a succesfful real estate agent and the love of her life were her two sons. Hes going on and on. Im curious to even why he attended the zoom. Of course he did because he was called too, unknowingly he was meant too, and to be talking with me about this woman who I don’t know and HE barley knew, apparently. Regardless as hes chatting about her, I feel the shift. “Oh fuck.” I think to myself. I notice it getting pretty stong. My change in vibration, as hes telling me all about her. My Twin is right next to me the whole time, listening to my dad ramble on. My veil is thin. Im easily accessible and I can feel the reach out. She’s trying to come through. It starts small, but the intensity grows. Towards the end of the conversation my dad says, “Hey you know that song, 3 little birds by Bob Marley? Everyone sang that for her. It was pretty cool. Neat lady.”

We hung up the phone and the ascension symptoms get worse and I can tell she’s really trying. “Oh fuck.” Because I’m sitting there and it gets out of my control. And I’m in my TwinFlame’s fucking living room. He doesn’t or wouldn’t know what to say and I don’t talk to him about what I experience, for the most part. I pretend to watch the game but my mind starts to drift to the 5D and I feel like I’m being pulled out of my body. Its hard to explain. I know I’m sitting there, in the living room, but I’m not there. My breathe quickens, my heart is pounding and Im wondering if he can sense it, because he gets off the couch and does some laundry. When I’m left there alone things go wild. My eyes wont stop darting, I feel like my body is magnetized. Hell, I’m not even in it anymore, barley. And I know it’s her. And she starts to come through. I see in the corner the change of energy in the air. The linear lines of a small area on one side of the tv and the fireplace next to it, start to shift and liquify as she trys to show up. And I tell myself, outside of my body looking in, Kelsey! Kelsey! Kelsey, stop. You have to stop. Not here, not now. Not here. But I couldn’t stop it. It was out of my control. It was meant to happen. I just don’t know why yet.

My Twin came and sat back down and it’s like she vanished, released me and backed off. My mind was racing and I was tripping the fuck out, but obviously didn’t tell him that I just had a crazy out of body expierence and “Hey! by the way, that lady my dad was just mentioning, tried to reach me from the other side….”

3 little birds…….nothing is a coincidence. Nothing. I’ve owned only two dogs in my life. Both since passed but Tilly was my Great Dane. I have her paw print on my left forearm. My Twin has neighbors behind him directly that have 3 Danes. Over at his house when I hear their deep, powerful barks, it always has touched my heart. Shook my soul and resonated. Another “ear perk” of the soul, as I mentioned.

Today she keeps trying and I had another, same, moment, just sitting at my desk. Very intense. I feel levitated, not in my body. I’m drawn to look at this paper I have taped and hanging by my computer. The lines of the computer monitor to the left of this paper start to curve and the paper seems to blow slightly, like a breeze has entered the office. This paper hasn’t moved since I’ve hung it. There is no breeze. No fan. I know its her. I just don’t know why or what she wants. My dad sent me her obituary and I saw her neices name. Kelsey. Spelled exactly the same and everything. So odd. I just don’t get it. What and WHY, Me? I havent meditated since the phone call with my Dad but I’ll be interested to see what happens when I do. I’d like some clarity on my role and what it has to do with this woman, because she’s trying very hard. Ill keep you posted.

Love & Light, Kelsey

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I talk about ascension a lot. This may explain it better for you.

Sacred Contracts. We all have them. We all experience them. They are simply people and events we encounter in our lives that influence it in a major way. This INCLUDES shitty ones. Shitty events, Shitty people. The train that annoyingly stops you but causes that pause in time that leads to you running into your soulmate down the road. Sacred contract. Yes, the train. And yes, it sucks in the moment.

Personal Growth is hard. Especially if you have a bad perspective and viewpoint on the shitty sacred contract, itself. DON’T stay in the “woe is me, this sucks, why does this have to happen to me etc..” Instead, reflect. Sit with it. If you don’t look at something or someone in your life that is crap from an outer perspective, then you don’t gain any knowledge or insight on the WHY. And if you don’t ask yourself the WHY, (why did this happen, why did that person do that, or why did I get myself into that mess etc.) then you don’t give yourself the chance to learn.

Everything in life is connected and everything is a learning opportunity and a platform for healing and growth. If you recognize it. If you DONT, then the Universe will throw that lesson right back at you until you DO learn from it. Until you DO grow. Until you DO heal. Healing causes self awareness, self awareness leads to consciousness and consciousness leads to awakening.

Even the shitty contracts are meant to be, to LEAD you to the great ones. But the Universe will not lead you to the great ones until you’ve learned, grown and healed from the shit ones. I myself, have gone through this many a times and have had some very hard lessons but have grown exponentially from recognizing that the pain was a blessing. Your meant to go through it, because the Universe is SPEAKING to you in those moments, in those relationships. Especially the shitty ones.

Some examples for me would be my Ex Husband and the abusive boyfriend I had after my divorce. I’ll start with the Ex Husband.

Of course my contract with him gave me my two beautiful boys but going through my domestic violence charge against him, our divorce, and all the pain and hurdles that went along with it, also led me to an abundance of blessings including friends, life experiences, And MASSIVE personal growth.

My two soul sisters, my best friends, whom I saw last night for a little Christmas exchange, I met through my domestic violence class I had to go through, after punching my EX husband in the face. He led me to them. That horrific experience LED me to them. They, too, are contracts of mine. True blessings in my life, those two.

A few nights ago I was at the department store and walked in, not knowing any idea what I was going to get them for our gift exchange. I was LED to the home décor section, and saw this pillow instantly that had the word HOPE on it, with a little inspirational message. I grabbed two and was in and out in 5 minutes. Easy choice, as we have all three been through so much and continue to heal and grow together. Our amazing counselor in class was Lydia and my one girlfriend still sees her on a personal level even though our class has been long behind us. For a part of our Christmas present, my friend gave us all cuttings off of Lydia’s plant she keeps in her office, because she was so special to us. “I named these little plants Love, Faith and HOPE” she said. Just like the pillows I gave them that night. All things connect in life. Pay attention.

My abusive boyfriend thrust me into my awakening and I went through an ascension the day I broke up with him. My experience that day I will have to do on another post as its a whole story in itself. Regardless, I had not learned or healed from my lesson of codependency from my ex husband so the universe gave me The boyfriend. My TwinFlame and I were at a disconnect and in separation and The boyfriend was introduced to me by a mutual friend. I jumped into it quickly and clung to him like white on rice. I had not yet learned of my abandonment wound I now know my Flame exposed for me. Which is a GOOD thing might I add. I needed that lesson.

The boyfriend did have some good qualities that initially attracted me to him. He was charismatic and funny. A confident man. Successful. A rags to riches story. We liked the same things for the most part and it wasn’t hard to go out and have fun together. We got along easily. He was very doting over me. However that escalated to control and obsession fairly quickly. He spoke of marriage all the time. Was adamant on entering my little family of three. I looked over red flags, like him joking around about “ending my life” several times and having an obvious temper. Paired with a drinking/pot problem and the occasional use of recreational drugs. After being with him for 6 mos. he wanted to “have a place in Denver” as he lived in St. Louis and traveled 90% of the time for work. He would fly me to wherever he was working when I didn’t have my boys which kept the relationship afloat. My lease was up on my current place so “we” got an apartment that he felt suitable and met “his standards.” A place out of my own personal budget, or so I thought at the time, but he liked it and was paying for it, so whatever right. I, thankfully, signed the lease solely in my name in April. By the first week of June he had beaten me up twice since I had known him. Both times he brought up my TwinFlame…..yikes. He had given me a credit card for the “family” just gas, groceries that type of stuff. I never used it for anything else but the basics. One June morning we argued over the phone and I went to take the boys to baseball. I stopped to fill the car up with gas and he had shut the credit card down. This wasnt the first time he used this type of “punishment” towards me when he was pissed or whatever. Standing at the gas pump a voice came to me. Not mine. My first experience of clairaudience from a guide. “ What are you doing?” It said. I paused, furrowed my brows, looked around, confused. I shook my head and said aloud “good fucking question.”

At baseball I broke up with him, drove home, my mind racing. “What the fuck am I going to do? Kelsey, you cant afford this apartment on top of food, bills, entertainment ect for the boys. But you have to do this, Kelsey. Your miserable. What would your father say if he knew anything about what this man’s done? You have to set the example for the boys. You have to be strong. You HAVE to walk away and never look back. You can do it. You can do it. You can do it.”

By the time I arrived home he was blowing up my phone, begging and pleading. Apologizing. I stood my ground. I didn’t cry. The boys knew no different. I felt relief but was obviously concerned on the financial aspect, my mind reeling. “What am I going to do, What am I going to do.” I sat in bed, thinking. My oldest son comes rushing in. “Mom!” Snaps me out of my self doubting talk trance. “Ya baby?”…”Mom! Look how many pages I’ve read so far for my reading goal. 888!”

And that’s when, something, just, shifted. Clicked… in me. I stared at that number and felt, so….drawn to it. A series of crazy events straight from the divine happened over the remaining course of that evening but I will tell that tale another time.

My point being. Even The boyfriend and that shitty sacred Contract was meant to be. And I’m grateful for it. I forgive him. I forgive myself. I’m thankful for all my contracts, good and bad. Appreciate them. Recognize them. Realize the bad ones are just hurdles to get over. Learning opportunities to heal from and move on from. You’ll find on the other side, is more Peace, Joy, and Understanding in your life. All things are connected. All things are divinely guided towards your purpose. And EVERYONE has purpose. Wake up, listen to what your soul is whispering to you. And you’ll start to hear what yours is.

Love and Light, Kelsey

Yesterday I woke up feeling, off. Like a wet blanket was draped over me. I was low energy, cranky and feeling disheartened about my love life. On a previous post I described my Saturday morning meditation and how my TwinFlame ended up connecting with his deceased mother in the meditation. I am pleased with the fact that I, myself, was not involved in talking to her but was just present and observed their reconnection. I told my Twin I was not going to engage in conversation with her in the 5d. However, she does want too. And I’ll get too that.

But on Saturday evening while talking with him over text we get into it a bit, not surprisingly, about Trust. Now that morning in meditation, his mother reassured him, he could trust me, and then that evening, he fights with me about not being able to trust me. Funny. Mind you, he knows nothing about what I experienced in the meditation. The eclipse was that day as well so I found it interesting, reflecting on the argument the next day, how the energy from the meditation was opposing to his energy that evening. He proceeded to tell me he can’t trust me and we should remain just “friends” and he doesn’t see our relationship progressing past that. I was heartbroken. I cried. And I’m not a crier. Sunday I woke up and meditated. In meditation Archangel Michael came to me and tried to cut the cord that ties me too my Twin. He swung his sword and did cut it, multiple times, just to have it reappear and reconnect me too him. I came out of it feeling confused and foggy. Sad. And that energy carried into yesterday. I woke up, made it through my yoga practice, showered, and got the kids too school. While driving, my energy body started to rise and my third eye started to activate. Random pains in my heart chakra and the chills. Occasional goosebumps and racing of the heart. I can always tell when I’m being energetically connected too, or trying to be reached, by source and/or spirit. My body just, activates, in certain ways. The best way I can try and describe it, is, as a vibration. And the ascension symptoms. I notice my aura, my surrounding energy body shift. I’m very aware and its very apparent to me, now, what’s happening, about to happen or try to happen. So I get to work and the vibrational shifts continue throughout the morning. Something is around me or something is really trying to come through. I’m aware, but ignore it, or try my best to. If I focus on it then its like opening the floodgates to the 5d and allowing the door to open for whatever energy is trying so hard to reach me, and I am at work so, recognition is one thing, allowance and entertaining it is another.

Regardless, it was strong and very persistent. I had to pee, so I made my way out of the office and down the hallway of our building, to the women’s. The long hallway is empty, and I see her in my minds eye, at the end of it. My Twins mother. I hesitate for one step, blink and press on. As these types of images, flashing through my 3rd eye, are fairly common and don’t deter or shock me really anymore. I do, however feel my energy body escalate and my ascension symptoms peak, slightly. The women’s is quiet, empty and a little eerie, to be honest. Dim lights, only three bathroom stalls and two changing stalls, with showers, for the small gym attached through a door in the back. Its strange I know but I always use the first bathroom stall or try too, because someone once told me its the one least used and people avoid it. Made sense to me and I’ve always kept that logic and use the first stall, if its available. But today something told me, the third stall. Never used that one. But I was guided to it. So weird. To be told to go to a certain bathroom stall but….. whatever. Like I said, I’m getting accustomed to the unusual. So, I’m in the third stall and sit down. My heart starts pounding in my ears. My third eye starts to throb, my front teeth go a little numb and waves of goosebumps, or “angelbumps” as I call them, rush over my body. My eyes start darting all crazy, as they do, when the plane of the 3d and the 5d thins, and I become, for a lack of better definition, accessible. To spirit. Energy. Downloads. My “Clair’s” activate.

And I’m sitting there and the linear lines of the stall in one corner, change. Now, THIS type of clairvoyancy I’ve only experienced a few times, where I can SEE the actual energy that is not visible to the naked eye. The last time, it was the morning after my Twins mother had died. She appeared in this way, as of energy, in my kitchen before she was there, actually standing by my refrigerator. The aura of a spirit. It looks like the one corner of the stall starts to, almost appear to take on a slight, liquid like, state. It’s both a little frightening but also exciting, experiencing this when it’s happened. I know it’s her. I’m told, clairaudiently that it’s her. And then Maura, one of my main guides, tell me, “She wants to talk to you.” I said “About what?” Maura says “_ _ _ _ _” (my Twins name) “No, no no” I said. I told my Twin I would NOT talk to his mother in spirit. It’s one thing, for them to use me as a bridge for themselves in MY meditation, but its completely different, me talking to her without him knowing. I feel like that’s,….I don’t know….Dishonest. Crossing Boundaries. It just doesn’t SIT right with me.

I focus on detaching from the connection, blink hard, shake my head, and myself, loose. I go to the sink to wash up and in the mirror, my pupils are dilating in and out in and out and I get pain in my heart chakra. I hear my name, whispered to me clairaudiently, before I make my way out the women’s, down the hall and back to the office. The rest of the day went similar energetically, but knowing, what or more so WHO it was, I didn’t entertain it.

Love & Light, Kelsey

This past Friday, I could feel my energy body vibrating really quite high at work for the majority of the day. I channel clairaudiently, clairsentiently and clairvoyantly. For those of you who may not be familiar with these terms, I will explain.

Clairaudience allows you to access other sound frequencies that most people fail to hear. It activates your inner hearing, a much deeper level of sound. This is when we hear our guides speak to us, coming in as words or music. For me, a lot of the time, I will see my guide or the spirit in my minds eye as well so it gets paired with clairvoyance. But a lot of the time I just hear them.

Clairvoyance allows you to see images, auras, energy fields, and paranormal beings and or spirits. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you see something in your physical 3d space, but rather in your mind’s eye, also known as the third eye, you have a vision that sends a message. Clairvoyance can either. I do experience both, or have, but I mostly channel clairvoyantly through my third eye.

Clairsentience allows you to sense and feel the emotions, pain, presence and energy of others. In the presence of a person with an illness or injury, someone with clairsentience could feel sensation or pain in the same physical region as the person that is injured or sick. On a previous post I did describe one of the experiences I’ve had. I channel a lot of my TwinFlame’s energy through my physical body and my mentor told me to just start asking myself “Is this mine?” meaning the pain, sensations and emotions I would feel. Its helped, because it does get damn confusing!

On this particular day I kept getting energetic shifts in my body. I was very aware something was trying to come through. I was being connected too but wasn’t able to sit in the energy at work to figure out the source. I went to the little kitchen we have here in the office and grabbed an apple, started slicing it, and something made me pause. “I wonder if they have any honey in here?” I thought to myself. “I don’t remember the last time I had honey.” So I opened the cupboard and start moving some stuff around, and low and behold, there’s this old thing of unopened honey. It made my afternoon. Something so simple. I was tickled that they had some, and it was the perfect pairing to my apple. I stayed conscious and savored every bite. And for some reason, it hit me in a weird way. Like, it stuck with me. No pun intended, there. I found it odd, the thought of honey just, dawned on me, and I had a craving for it. I don’t eat it, usually, at all. And like I said, I couldn’t remember the last time I had it. And I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Meaning, it kept coming back to me, on why, my mind kept circling back around too it. It should have been thoughtless, yet the honey itself consumed my thoughts the rest of the afternoon. I remeber I just kept liteterally shaking my head and wondering…”Why?” Its just honey, Kelsey. Its not a big deal. Stop focusing on it.

That evening my Twin and I are texting casually back and forth. He randomly sends me a voice recording, too him, from his mother, now deceased. If you’ve followed me, and have read my previous posts, you will understand how this instantly causes me pause, and all my “Clairs” peak up and awaken. He sent the text message including a broken heart emoji, with the sentence, “A year ago today.’ Its a short voice message, from her, to him. But she calls him, honey. He texts me a second one. She calls him, honey and…..Charlie. She called him Charlie, not his given name. His middle. Charles. And I’ve previously posted on here about one of my main guides, Charles, and how he revealed to me he is, in fact a past life of my Twin. Everything connects. And a final, third one he send me. She tells him “Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday, Honey. I love you.”

I always meet my TwinFlame at this specific garden in meditation. I stand on top of a cliff initally overlooking a forest when I enter this 5d space. My flying horse, Rainbow, usually joins me on this cliff. Shes very vivd to me in in the 5d. Pure white with black hooves. I can feel the heat off her body, and her breath, see her muscles tremble. See her nostrils flare in and out. Hear her snort and huff as horses do. I gaze into her big beautiful brown eyes and can invision how soft her long lashes are. She’s a magnificent, amazing creature. Her long white mane and tail have ribbons of light, pastel colors laced in them. She has wings of an ArchAngel, long ivory feathers. She nuzzles me when its time to fly down to the forests edge.

Somtimes we fly straight down. Sometimes we soar around for awhile. This morning, we soared. Up and over the forest. I spread my arms out, felt the breeze and breathed deep. In the 3d, my physical self, at that moment, my energy body lights up, and I get goosebumps all over my skin. I start to energetically vibrate in my physical, while in the 5d, my arms outreached on my winged horse, soaring above the enchanted forest that leads to my beloved Garden. There’s a castle made of pure crystal on a slight hill just past the garden. Steps lead to the castle seemingly made of glass. 7 steps. 7 Chakas I personally focus on, in my life. Makes sense.

We eventually fly down to the forests edge. I dismount and stroke her beautiful powerful neck. Run my hand down her nose and face. Press my forehead to hers and I step back and she flys away. I turn towards the forest and the path that leads through it. It’s hard to describe how it does change, this path, but is, always the same. The crystals and stones change that line it, the ground itself. Sometimes it’s sand. Sometimes soft fine dirt. I’m always barefoot and can feel the earth as it is. The forest changes, the types of trees and flowers. The animals, the sounds the smells. Sometimes fairies come. Sometimes not. However my tiger usually comes, Raja. He’s a majestic gorgeous beast with bright yellow eyes and soft thick fur. Latley, just in the past month or so, a white lioness has joined him. She has bright blue eyes and and her fur is so white it looks to shimmer. Thick, plush and beautiful. They seem to love each other very much. Her name is Tala. A lot of the time she will appear, along with a large butterfly, that flys and lands on her nose and she crosses her big, blue eyes at it. Raja and Tala nuzzle eachother and purr loudly to me in meditation. They will rub on me, come lay next to me or sit by me, in all sorts of scenes, when I go to the 5d.

I make my way down the path, through the forest, and towards the river that lies at the end of the trail. There’s a stone bridge crossing over the river and Merlin, my master guide, is always there waiting for me. If my Twin is going to show up, there’s always a small boat with an ivory, frayed, sail and worn wooden oars. The boat was there, this morning, parked just below the bridge. I cross and greet Merlin. His eyes are bright blue and they are smiling and twinkling. Almost like, they are made of light, themselves. Somtimes he is in long white robes, sometimes, deep midnight blue. Always a long pointed hat, that matches, and it cascades down his back to a pointed end. He has long, white hair and a beard of bright white that engulfs his face and falls all the way to his waist. We usually embrace, he grasps my hands and peers into my eyes. I turn towards the garden, and my Twin walks out of it.

Now, at that moment, I did something I had never done, when I’ve seen him in the 5d and my garden. Our garden. The garden. This place is very specific to us. I run towards him….. I run towards him, jump into his arms and wrap my legs around his waist, my arms around his neck and he holds me there. We touch foreheads and breath deep. I can feel his heartbeat through his body onto my chest and into my heart chakra. After a few breaths he slowly lowers me and we gently kiss and gaze into eachothers eyes. We just stare at eachother, which seemed like forever, and I can hear his heartbeat in my ears, in the physical 3d, in meditation. I eventually turn away to look back at Merlin and my Twin’s mother, now deceased and of spirit, is standing there with him.

My heart starts to race and ache in the 3d. In the meditation I look at my Twin and he looks at his mother, and looks back at me, with determined look on his face. I instantley feel a very different vibe from him than what has been the usual, when himself and his mother have met in the 5d through my meditational bridge. He’s not hesitant. He’s not shying away from it. He has a set, content look on his face. An openness thats…..new. An acceptance. He grasps my hand, squeezes it and releases. And steps towards her.

“Mom?” He says. Tears slowly roll down his face, and he hugs her. They have a moment, and I look over at Merlin, who is just staring at me with a stupid smug smile under all that white beard. I shoot him a grin and look back towards my Twin and his mother. They release their embrace and his mother grabs his hands. “Charlie (what she called him when she was alive, not his real name) Im sorry honey. Im sorry for anything and everything I may have done to hurt you. Im so sorry, honey.” My Twin says, “Thank you Mom. It’s ok. It’s ok. I love you.” They embrace again and seem to find some peace and closure in whatever was between them. My Twin then looks towards me, with a slight smile and curious, suspcious gaze. He approachs me, puts his hands on my shoulders, presses his forehead to mine and takes some deep breaths. Hes smiling.

The river feeds into the ocean where there is a massive ship in the distance and it starts to ring its bell, seemingly to signal its time for my Twin to sail back to the mothership. His mother has gone at this point and I tell him, its time to go back. He raises his head off my forehead and stares at me. ” I dont want too” he says. ” I want to stay here. Where did she go?” Meaning his mother. I turn to Merlin and say, “He doesnt want to go.” Merlin says. “He doesnt have too. The ship will always be there, waiting. It’s never left.” I turn to my Twin and shrug my shoulders. His eyes are dancing with excitment. But I can tell, he doesn’t know where to go or what to do. So I grab his hand and we run like little kids up the crystal steps towards the castle. He says ” Kelsey, where are we going?” I said, obviously, ” To the castle!” and we burst through the doors.

Now, I’ve visited this garden many times in meditation since Ive started practicing but only been called to enter the crystal castle I believe, twice. There is a giant glass throne upon walking in. The first time, ArchAngel Michael was sitting on it. The second time, it was empty. This time, Michael was there, again. My Twin stops in his tracks and stands there, mouth sightly gaped open, eyes wide. Michael would be quite intimidating to anyone, meeting him for the first time. He stands towering, eyes shining of blue fire and a long, fiery blue sword. Large magnificent wings that seem to vibrate with energy that shimmer and quiver slightly. He dethrones and walks towards us. “Hello Kelsey.” He says.”Michael.”I say, and nod. He turns towards my Twin and smiles. ” Hello (my twins name). Nice to meet you.” My Twin can’t form any words and fumbles a meek hello. Michael then turns back to me, and gestures to his left. A hallway. One I’ve walked down before, if you remeber in one of my previous posts. It was the meditation I went into, when I saw my Twins mothers die. And she did die, that day. So I know this hallway. I take my Twins hand and lead him in that direction. He keeps looking back at Michael but we make our way down the hallway to the door. We open the door and enter Maura’s room.

Maura is my very first guide that appeared to me. She is just of energy form, white light and flowy. A beautiful feminine voice, and when she wants to reach me, I’m always brought to this specific space or room of hers, in meditation.She’s there, but doesn’t say anything. In her room, there is always this elegant white victorian couch with black clawed feet. It’s always stuck out to me because it’s the only peice of furniture in this large vast white room. And I’ve never sat on it. Never was told to or guided to. Nobody has ever been siting on it, waiting for me. It’s always just been in the room. I look towards the couch and my Twins mother is sitting there, waiting for us. My Twin walks over, sits, and joins her. I stand back. They face eachother and hold hands. My twin says to her, in a questioning way, “Mom…” and she says, “I know. I know. But its ok.” She says. He says, “whats ok?” She responds, “Trust it.” and she looks at me, and nods in my direction. “She is, what love is, Charlie. It’s unconditional. It is pure. It’s forever. It is, meant to be.” My Twin sighs loudly, and looks in my direction, quizically. Looks back at his mother and she strokes his cheek. “Its ok, honey.” She says, and smiles. That’s the last I hear, and I slowly come out of meditation.

Love and Light, Kelsey

Almost everyday I seem to say to myself ” I cant make this shit up.” Meaning, signs and synchronicities from the Universe that I am being Divinely guided. Nothing is a coincidence.

On my post from yesterday I described how I went into meditation yesterday morning and was taken to the oceans shore and the seas parted into a hallway like state and my TwinFlame’s mother at the end of that hallway in the middle of the sea. I did describe on yesterdays post in more detail the meditation itself but that’s not what this post is about. This post is about the universe and the divine “speaking” to me through Signs and Sychronicities.

After my meditation yesterday morning I get to work and within 10 minutes of being here the other paralegal starts blaring the Moana soundtrack. This girl listens to country music. A little soft rock here and there. Never heard her blare fucking Disney, that’s for damn sure. She’s in her 20s, no kids, like what the hell.

I freeze at my computer and notice my third eye activates and my energy body raises vibration. Its a direct synchronization to my meditation I had that morning. If any of you have seen the Disney film Moana, you know what I mean. If not, in the movie the sea parts for Moana multiple times as she goes on a spiritual journey to save her people of the Hawaiian islands. Just as it did for me in meditation towards my Flames mother. The movie itself, resonates with me as my TwinFlame has it saved on his amazon movie account, which he lets me use, and a few months ago randomly encouraged me to watch it. My TwinFlame communicates with me a lot through movies and music. He sends me songs and will recommend movies too me with messages he wants me to notice. I had seen Moana when it first came out but it had been a long time and this second time it hit me on another level. I also just happen to have a beautiful little statue of Mother Gaia where I do my tarot. Another Synchonicity, as she’s in the movie as well.

After work my twin brother called, not to be confused with my TwinFlame mind you. I was telling him about what I experienced seeing my TwinFlame’s mother pass in meditation and telling him the whole story. As I am, my Twinflame texts me a photo of his mother! I about dropped the damn phone and started shaking a bit. The photo was himself, his daughter, his mother and her mother. He then proceeds to text me that they (his mom and her mom, his grandmother) died 11 years apart. He knows nothing really of twinflames, numerology and the significance of 11 or 11:11. He simply just sent me the photo and said they died 11 years apart, that’s too close together. What he doesn’t know was he was Divinely Guided to text me all of that at the Exact moment I was on the phone with my brother, sharing my story of seeing her pass in meditation, and all that ensued there after. I can’t make this shit up.

If any of you follow TwinFlames closely you know that the number 11:11 is linked to TwinFlames. I see it ALL the time. 11 is also Both of our Life Path numbers in numerology. Another Synchronicity, and all signs from the Divine, to pay close attention because your being “spoken” too. This is just one day for me, ya’ll. Shit like this happens to me ALL the damn time. It can get almost spooky I swear.

If your going through an awakening and are in alignment and have awareness, the Universe reaches out in all sorts of ways, to let you know your on the right path.

You just have to be paying attention.

Love and Light,

Kelsey