Awaking from a dream around 2am this morning I had a visit from two dead loved ones, my grandmother on my mother’s side, whom I never knew, and my “aunt” Maureen who was my grandmother’s, brothers, second wife. Her best friend.

Before I woke up, I remembered the last part of my dream. Myself being at my desk at work and the other paralegal walking up to me with a large manilla envelope. “Copies of the death certificate” she said with a smile. Then I woke up, to three loud knocks on my bedroom door. Like, my REAL bedroom door….In my apartment.
I froze, my TwinFlame coming to mind for a millisecond. But A.) he doesn’t have a key to my apartment and B.) that’s a Ludacris thought, that he would be there in the middle of the night….so I just laid there for a moment. I was a little frightened….in a curious way. The problem with being “open” is that, well your OPEN. And I forget, and don’t do the best job of, remembering to say protection mantras. To remind spirit, that I will ONLY allow beings of the highest light and vibration in my energy. Immediately I called upon Archangel Michael to surround me in a light of protection and started repeating to myself “I only allow beings of divine light; I only allow beings of divine light and for my greatest good. I am protected. I am protected. I am protected…”

Laying there I could feel the denseness creep in. This is how I know, or have come to learn, that there is a spirit or energy trying to make itself known. I can Feel the air get, dense. How I would imagine it on a different planet, almost. Thats how it is for me. Some people who are InTouch with the other side experience chills, I feel….weight. Like the atmosphere has changed. Its quite hard to describe, so my apologies if I’m really butchering this. Something entering the space that was not there before, causing a heaviness in energy. A very apparent shift. Especially in the wee hours of the morning. The veil is thin between 1-3 am and its been a thing of mine for the last 6mos or so, to be reached out to, anywhere in between. Sometimes its just my astral body (my soul self) Re Entering my physical from its travels while I’m in dream state. Wakes me up. Sometimes crazy shit happens. As you know from some of my previous posts.
Like this morning.

I roll over and wait. My eyes closed; I remind myself, I am protected. I speak to whatever or whoever this is, as at this point, I don’t know, I just feel presence, and say ” I know you’re here. Who are you? What do you need.”? And I wait some more. Laying there with my eyes closed, again the weight in the room gets heavier and starts to move about. Moving from my bedroom door, closer. Then, clairaudiently, “Hello Dear” and I see my grandmother in my mind’s eye next to my bed. Feeling her energy standing there. I was a little surprised because of all people, we don’t have a close relationship in the 5d. She was the one whom I always felt like I wanted to “connect” to as a child, her being dead, but I have found it odd she has stayed quiet for me, essentially, since being “Open”. But there she was. “Grandma? Hi…..Um, do you have something I need to know?” She chuckles and then Maureen enters in all her glory.

Maureen was a vibrant woman in her physical existence. I loved being in her presence growing up. I didn’t get to be around her often but would always anticipate seeing her. She, being my dead grandma’s best friend, was like a second grandma too me. She adored my mother, and looked after her emotional state after her mother, my grandmother’s, death when my mom would have been probably late twenties? I’m not going to do the math, but I was around 3 years old when the suicide happened. Maureen was out there…. loud, wore vibrant colors, always had Indian and spiritual stuff around and wore a lot of turquoise. I loved her very much. I have so many fond memories of the farm in Kansas, riding horses, climbing trees, tire swings and being with my Kansas City “tribe” a few times a year.

Both women, in spirit are next to my bed. “Hi Honey!” Maureen says. My Grandmother, Joy, seems reserved. Maureen, not so much, as her usual if she were alive in the physical still. Her normal self. “What, are you guys doing here?” I ask.
Maureen- “Well, we know you’ve been feeling alone, so we came to keep you company!”
Me- “At 2am? Seriously?…..(sigh) Maureen is just standing there tickled with a giant smile plastered on her face. Joy is hesitant to speak.
Maureen- “Now, we don’t want you worrying about your Mother honey. We are taking care of everything. Its all going to be alright, dontchu worry. Worrying doesn’t help a damn thing. Look at you! We are all so proud of you!”
Me- grumbling “If I’m not alone, and you’re saying you’re with me. Show me. How do I know. Because see, You SEE I AM alone, right? I AM alone.”
Maureen- ” Well, its turquoise for me, honey you know that. When you see the color turquoise or jewelry, you know I’m around. But I can be here whenever you need me you know that!”
Joy- “Basketball.”
Me-“What?”
Joy- “Remember on Sunday, you took the Boys to the park. They ran off to play and you were there alone on the court. Practicing, in your thoughts. You weren’t alone. If you don’t remember, I was one hell of a basketball player, back in my day.”
She smiles for the first time at me and clairvoyantly I’m taken to seeing her in high school, all those years ago, on the court. Happy. Elbowing and boxing out the other girls on the opposing team. Dribbling down to score, smiling.

And then, they’re gone. The energy in my bedroom lightens and its very still and quiet. I drift back to sleep eventually. How I knew what she looked like back then, I can’t tell you. I had never seen a picture of her that young. I haven’t seen a lot of pictures of her, ever, really. If you want confirmation, you just have to ask, I guess. And if you need support or do feel alone, your ancestors and guides are there for you. Whether you realize it at the time or not.

Love & Light
Kelsey

Slipping into meditation, I was taken to a meeting with an ancestor. I found myself standing by a shallow river on a sunny day. Across the river, a path leading through the forested grove adorning the banks. I could hear the river babbling along peacefully over the smooth round stones that popped up here and there and birds singing in and around me. I felt the warm summer sun on my skin and the coolness of the water as I stepped in to cross.

The stones on the riverbed were smooth under my bare feet, my toes gripping them slightly as the water rose too just under my knees. The bottom of the river seemed to glisten and sparkle up at me and I knew the path on the other side was going to lead me somewhere important. Observing myself I appeared just as I do today in this reality. Wearing a simple white summer dress that flowed eloquently around me in the water. As if the bottom of the dress were alive, itself. Dancing and kissing my skin in the peaceful flow of the river as I crossed.

Once on the other side I observed how old the forest seemed. Giant ancient trees, lush greenery with wildflowers struggling upwards to feel the sun. It was vibrating with energy and magic. As if Gaia herself was breathing through it. The path was soft moss and I continued ahead, seeing it open up into a clearing.

At the end of the path and in the cleared space stood one stone cottage, roof made of wooden logs and hay. A simple chimney with smoke peacefully billowing from it and an old oak door. I walk in as if I live there, no hesitation, not even a knock. On the inside a simple wooden rectangle table with chairs, a kitchen area with an old fire stove that had a white tea kettle on top steaming out the spout. A large pot bubbling at a low boil what smelled like an amazing beef stew of some sort. It was heavenly and my mouth watered in meditation. I heard a creak and looked to my right.

Ms. Earie (as I would later learn her name) was there by the large stone fireplace in a rocking chair. Her back to me, she was in simple clothes with a green knitted shawl draped across her shoulders. She was a short, stout, plump old woman from what I could tell, and her hair was red,curly and large, streaked with white. She was knitting, and I walked over to her.

“Hello Dear” she said calmly, in a thick Scottish accent. “Hello” I said and sat down in the other old rocking chair adjacent from her. She continued knitting and rocking away, a slight smile fixed on her chubby wrinkled face. I just sat there and observed her for a moment. The sunlight streaming through her wild hair from the window, the old worn green shawl, brown leather shoes that had seen better days, small hands and chubby fingers that surprisingly moved the needles with ease and grace.

Breaking the silence between us, still knitting, she says “Don’t worry so much, Deary. Aye, I know what it be like. Just always set him a place at the table, just in case.”

And with that she stops knitting, walks over to me and hands me what she was working away on. A handkerchief of some sort. I have no idea how she could have possibly knitted something so beautiful, soft and delicate feeling. Holding it, it felt like a soft silk that I have never experienced touching and was etched around the edges in an intricate embroidery of lace. In the middle a simple red heart.
“Doncha furget tha now. Tis Yours” and nods at the cloth she gave me. I stand up and follow her towards the kitchen area.
“Thank you, it’s so lovely. May I ask your name?”
“Earie. Ms. Earie, Dear. We’r all so prawd of you. Come, sit, eat”
I sit down and the table. She places a bowl of stew down in front of me, one for herself, and sets up an empty bowl and cup with a spoon across from me. Looking up, with glittering green eyes, she winks.

I come out of meditation.
Love & Light
Kelsey

Without meaning to, I was brought into meditation tonight. I found myself running as hard as I could up the street in darkness, to my Twin Flames house. Steady, determined….my feet hitting the pavement in the moonlight, like a mantra in my soul. …..Fuck Ing PissEd….Fuck Ing PissEd…Fuck Ing PissEd… the bottoms of my shoes chanted, as I turned the corner of the block towards his driveway.

I beat on his front door, panting and breathless. He opens it and I shove him straight in the chest, as hard as I can. “COWARD!” I scream. I feel my eyes blazing and he looks at me, in bewilderment. “Your… A…. COWARD!” I pantingly yell again, and move towards him. He instantly wraps me up and wrestles me to the ground. Normally we would do this for fun….in actual reality. When we were together, it was entertaining and playful. Not this time.

He pins me and positions me right away so I can’t move. A true wrestlers death hold. My face pressed on the cold tile of his entry way, I scream and cry. A really hard ugly cry. and Scream some more. Loud and Painful. As if my heart is being ripped away from my physical body. Blood curdling.

My arms tied up in his behind my back, his breath is in my left ear. “Kelsey. Stop!….. STOP. Kelsey…… KEL SEY!” Im wrapped up belly down like a backwards pretzel, tears streaming onto the floor. Convulsing in the hold, energy so powerful radiating from my body, how could I possibly be immobile…. My pain powering out like I was cut straight at the jugular. I can see it flowing out of me like a murder scene.

It takes a few minutes, but I calm down and start to relax in his grip. The screaming and tears stop and my breath stabilizes. He slowly releases me and scoots away. I can feel the cold pool of water under my cheek. I gain composure, and push myself up to standing. Straightening my hair and clothes, I turn and walk into his kitchen, sniffling. He stands up after me and doesn’t say a word. I turn to the liquor cabinet and get out two whiskey glasses, etitched with “G” for his family name. “Drink?” I ask him.

“Ah, sure.” He says. “SO…….What…. was that?” He asks.

“Oh, That?..” I sort of laugh, pouring. “THAT?…….THAT _ _ _ _ _ (his name) THAT …is what you call, frustration.”

“Huh…” He says, nonchalantly.

I hand him his drink. We nod our heads at each other, raise our glasses, and cheers.

I come out of meditation.

Kelsey

The Out Of Body Experience. Your soul or consciousness separating from your physical and experiencing this and other dimensions from outside your anatomic bodily form. It can be intentional. And it can be Unintentional.

The first time I experienced it was when I had my seizure as a young teen. Viewing myself and scenes happening from an outward body perspective. As if I was watching myself on one of those hospital E.R. drama shows. Just two “scenes” essentially, once in the emergency room where I was battling the nurses trying to restrain me so they could stick me with a sedative and once being gurnied to the Lifeflight helicopter to transfer hospitals. The last thing I consciously remember in my physical 3d consciousness is telling my Dad that night I had a headache. And then everything from that point on is blank. Until viewing myself in the emergency room fighting the nurses. Then blank again. Then seeing them put me on the helicopter, out of body perspective. Then, coming too, off the helicopter in my 3d consciousness in body, sitting up, vomiting all over myself, then blank. Finally, aware & groggy in the hospital bed late that next morning wondering what the hell happened. Unintentional Astral travel.

People experience unintentional or involuntary astral travel for a handle of reasons. One, as a ”safety mechanism” for yourself, per say, to disassociate from pain. People going through severe trauma, PTSD & anxiety for example. Second would of course be the Near Death Experience. People who have died and come back. They view themselves as dead, seeing themselves as dead (and most are clinically pronounced dead) but return into their body and remain living. People who have gone through it describe it as if they were floating around the room, looking down at themselves for the most part. The third would be what I’ve also experienced, and I would describe it as Spiritually Unintentional. Being drawn out of body, without intent, in a meditation, dream or self-hypnosis. Or not doing any of those things and just parked in a random parking lot staring at the moon…..yes. Don’t Judge!….. Ever wake up out of a dream because you had the feeling of falling? Unintentional Astral Travel.

And then we have With Intent and Voluntary. Going into meditation, lucid dreaming, self hypnosis ect on purpose with intent to travel the universe and other dimensions, time and space, past and future, leaving your physical body behind. Other planets and Earth, sacred sites, check in on loved ones, favorite childhood memory spots…the possibility is endless.

Now I MUST add the DISCLAIMER here because its not to be fucked around with.
1.) It should be used as a spiritual tool, NOT as an escape from reality. Remember, you were incarnated on this planet, in this lifetime, right now to EXPERIENCE your life, not escape it.
2.) Astral travel, like Everything Else, has Ethics involved. Don’t stalk people. Its bad Karma, not allowed. Again, to be used as a spiritual tool, raise your awareness, soul consciousness and vibration. Venture out for Spiritual Growth.
3.) Before you try it, You Should be VERY good at being able to Center and Ground your energy so you’re Able to leave & come BACK into your body.
4.) Do you Research! It can be a very unsettling, scary feeling. Your essentially exposing yourself to an environment your not used to. No time and No distance exist. It can be shocking to your system to say the least if its something you’ve never experienced. Approach it in baby steps. Know what your getting yourself into.
5.) You may get the feeling of being very disoriented and start to panic trying to “get back” to your physical self. Breathe. Remind yourself you are protected and ask you guides for help.

TIPS ON GETTING STARTED!
Going into meditation, set an intention on what your willing to experience and what your NOT willing to experience and ask your guide system to return you the minute you feel uncomfortable. You can also set intention on specifically when and where you want to go, but I enjoy the universe taking me where IT feels like I NEED to go. If that makes sense. Then ground your energy. Visualize a red energy cord keeping your soul body connected to your physical body to lead you back after your travels are done. Imagine its like trailing a piece of string behind you hiking in the woods to find your way back to camp, essentially. If your hesitant or nervous starting out, at this point to can ask or call in one of your spirit guides or animal totem guides to be with you, stay with you and lead you through the venture. The easiest way to start and try it is to then simply visualize your soul body stepping away from your physical and just…. look at yourself. Look at yourself in the physical with compassion, forgiveness & love! You can also look at the aura around your physical body, your chakras and even your emotional state from your soul bodys perspective now!
There will be a distinct realization that you are leaving and returning to your body, unlike anything you’ve experienced thus far in your meditation, self hypnosis or lucid dreaming practices. You will have a physical knowing of the exit and re-enter. Remember it can be a bit shocking so start slow and ease into it guys! The universe is vast and never ending. So are the possibilities.

Love & Light
Kelsey

I’ve only had a few encounters with Earthbound spirits, last night being one of them. Earthbounds are Not to be confused with loved ones, who have crossed over and have ascended and are at peace in heaven and the higher Demensional worlds. Souls of high vibration and radiate light and love.

Earthbound spirits are, well, stuck here unsettled, confused, wanting answers. For one reason or another. And are devoid of light and energy. Are seekers & takers of light and energy. To connect and reach out to anyone who they feel can help them, talk with them….see them. Connect with them in anyway. They remain stuck in low vibration. As an empath, intuitive and continually raising my vibration and psychic awareness of the multi-sensory and beyond….you can imagine I would, what I may perceive, be a lighthouse for the Earthbound souls. A doorway of light. The few times they have shown up, it’s a weighted down feeling in the air. And I knew what it was, instantly before I saw it. I knew it was the same one. The couple different times its come around, its a dark shadow silhouette, same size shape, a male energy. I can’t help but have to listen to my intuition, which, told me its the same one. Both times its come to me in my apartment.

I kept being woken at all times of the night last night. Would lay in bed and try and drift off back to sleep. And I could feel it around me. Just outside my bedroom doorway. I would listen, and wait. I asked it what it wanted and it didn’t respond, but remained outside of my room eachtime I, or it, woke me up. I would say a prayer of protection to my guides and angels and doze off again. I was ok with it being there, as long as it kept its distance.

The final time however, it didn’t. I woke up and glanced at my phone. 3:33am. I sighed deeply. “I need you to leave, please.” I said and gazed out my bedroom door. Listening. I was HOPING it would go or at least tell me what it needed and or why it was hanging around. When I was on the brink of peace of mind and sinking back into sleep, I felt it move into my bedroom. I didn’t move, kept my eyes closed but watched it enter and stand there, approaching my bedside clairvoyantly. My energy body heightened and the air in the room became heavy and stagnant. My ears started ringing then became muffled, like cotton was stuffed in them. I shut my eyes tighter and started to try and breathe through it. I remained unafraid for the most part until I felt it right next to my bed. Goosebumps lit up all over my body and I was sweating and freezing at the same time. I asked it again to go away, followed by some help with protection. And before I could finish, he came.

Archangel Michael, in a flash of white & red light wielded his blue sword between the Earthbound and my bedside. Seemingly to cut the energy tie, remove it? I don’t know, honestly. And just as fast as he came, Michael was gone. I laid there and waited. Listened. Slowed my breathe and opened my eyes. Everything was still and I knew it was gone. I got up, and walked around, my senses heightened and checked the apartment to see if I could feel any off energy. All seemed well again. I thanked Michael and made my way back to bed. I never woke again until my alarm went off.

I have empathy for the Earthbounds and am open to helping them if they need or want. They are all different and arn’t “evil”. Some are more angry, bitter, hurt possibly and I feel just do not want to ascend, by choice. You can’t help those souls. But I feel most are just confused and or need closure on some things. Feel like unfinished business is taken care of. Get some things healed, wrapped up, from that lifetime. Just some peace of mind so they to, can ascend in light to the higher dimensions. Peace…like I eventually got, after Michael so kindly cut the energy from this one, so I could get some sleep.

Love & Light

Kelsey

When I go into meditation and my intent is to open my third eye it always comes to me as a white Lily. Middle of my forehead in my subconscious, closed and waiting to open. Since I started a meditation practice its come to me this way. Tonight, when it opened, My TwinFlame was standing in it.

I went into meditation this evening with my intention set on opening, energizing and activating my solar plexus and third eye chakras. Falling deep into the subconscious I see myself cascading down from the sky and dive into the ocean below. Under the sea, the reef is alive with tropical fish, bright corals of all color. I don’t struggle for air. I hear the song of a blue whale and see it swimming slowly and magnificently to my left. In meditation Im caught watching it, absorbed by its beauty. Such a giant creature and yet so elegant and peaceful under the sea. It swims and disappears into the distance. Once it drifts out of sight I swim towards the surface and follow the light of the sun, a beam streaming down through the top of the water. I breach the surface and my gaze gets drawn to the shore. He’s standing there, staring at me on the beach. My Twinflame.

“Kelsey, what are you doing…?” He asks me. “What?!” I laugh. “What’s the matter? Afraid of the water? C’MON! Get it!” I yell at him. He gives me that look he always give me when he’s annoyed. Furrowed brow, looking up at me with pursed lips. He removes his shirt, eases in and swims towards me. “What are you doing?!” He asks me again, once reaching me. “Just C’mon..” I tell him, “Dive.” I grab his hand and we swim down. In meditation I see us diving downward with nothing around us under the water. No more reef, no fish, no whale. Its just us and the deep blue indigo ocean. Its silent. In meditation clairaudiently I hear as you would underwater. Neither one of us struggle to breathe nor seem like we need air, at all. We eventually see the ocean floor. It’s a rocky, barren landscape but there is one rock that has a bright light escaping from underneath it. We dive towards it and my Twin flips it over. A tunnel of bright white light. We swim through.

On the other side we fall once again through the sky, slowly. Like we are gracefully floating downwards. We are dry and donned in white. Same age as we are now. No change. We land on the balcony of my guide Maura’s room. We walk through the sheer white curtains and pause in this space. “What are we doing here?” He asks me. I take his hand and lead him to the white, victorian couch that resides in the room. We sit and I gaze at him, holding his hands. “_ _ _ _ _(his name), Would you like to speak with her?” Meaning his mother, now deceased. But he knew who I meant. He looks at me and lets out a long sigh and I get drawn out of that space in my meditation with no answer.

I enter to a visualization of my solar plexus chakra starting as a dim yellow light in my body and slowly turning clockwise, growing in size, vibrance and energy. Eventually its bright, strong and spinning steadily at a smooth pace. A yellow cord comes from the center and goes from my body penetrating down into the earth. Clairvoyantly I see it heading straight to our planets core, like a bright yellow earthworm. It reaches the center, the core of the earth, where there is a huge bright yellow electrified fiery ball. A skeleton key, like the one matching my tattoo on my back, emerges from the end of the cord and locks into this electrified giant orb. In my meditation, my 3d body at this chakra point lights on fire and my energy aura is elevated instantly. I feel the shift.

Im then taken to my Third eye. Visualizing first the deep indigo color it resonates with. The same color as the ocean my TwinFlame and I dove down in. The color spins slowly at first as the color grows in size and energy. Spinning steady and bright now, another cord appears and goes upwards. Straight for the universe itself. It penetrates into space and I see myself…… “see myself.” if that makes sense, lying in bed meditating. Looking at myself Im of ethereal form, made of light and energy. Maybe my soul self. I’m not quite sure. I’m in space circling, observing the cord. Almost studying it in a way. I look down towards earth and see it coming out of my own forehead. My gaze follows the cord upwards into the universe and I see a large star. Its blazing in white, purple and indigo colors. My ethereal self grabs the end of the cord and places it in the middle of this star. The cord electrifies, a light sparked and traveling downwards now from the star to my body. Once reaching my body and entering my third eye chakra I see the lily appear in my minds eye. Closed and glowing ever so slightly. Sparkling and glistening in a backdrop of indigo vastness.

It starts to open slowly and he’s standing there in the middle of it. Like a little miniature person, in the center of my third eye chakra, in my subconscious mind. My ethereal self, still by the star in the universe, curiously cocks her head at this and descends down towards my 3d self, meditating in bed. I, my ethereal self, run my fingers along the cord lightly until reaching my room and my 3d self in bed. In meditation she, or I, then becomes the size of my TwinFlame and joins him in my lily. The cord is shooting out of the middle of it and we both stand there on the edge of the petals. My Twin does not seem to know or recognize my ethereal self joined him in this space. He gazes at the cord, walks forward and steps into it. He stands in the center and looks up towards the sky, holds his arms out slightly to his sides. As if he’s basking in the energy. My ethereal body joins him. And he still seems unaware of its existence. I am not of form, but of light and I step, essentially into his body frame. As if I was clothing he put. In meditation I see my light form on top of his physical form, in complete mirror, arms out, looking upwards, at the center of my minds eye……

My white Lily……

I come out of meditation.

Love & Light

Kelsey

This article’s content is based on The Secret Language of Birthdays book by Gary Goldschneider & Thomas Rezek.

If you were born on the Capricorn-Aquarius cusp, from January 17 to 23, you possess some seriously contrasting energies that make you incredibly unique! You were born on the Cusp of Mystery and Imagination, and you are a hardworking idealist.

Capricorn and Aquarius are very different signs, yet this combination gives you the ability to view the world in a new and unparalleled way. Saturn, the planet of limits and lessons, is the ruling planet of Capricorn, encouraging you to take care of your real-world responsibilities and have a practical outlook on life. On the other hand, Uranus, Aquarius’ ruling planet, pushes you to think radically and open the minds of those around you. Together, these abilities can make you a powerfully brilliant, ambitious, and creative person.

The elements that influence you create a complex contradiction as well. The Earth side of you (Capricorn) is stable and determined, while the Air half (Aquarius) craves variety and spontaneity. You have the added challenge of learning to feed both these sides of your personality, but if you can channel these energies correctly, you’ll be able to thrive in any situation.

Born on the Cusp of Mystery and Imagination, you have a lot of excitement happening internally. Your mind is always churning out interesting thoughts and ideas, and you experience more breakthrough moments than others. However, the constant stream of fantasies and dreams flowing through your mind can sometimes make you seem detached or uninterested in the people and situations around you.

You’re all about stimulating conversation, and you’re a wiz to talk to. You see the world as it is and love to discuss its problems and ways to fix it. While this makes you an intriguing conversationalist, it can be intimidating and isolating when it comes to catching up with your friends and family. You are full of wisdom and opinions about worldly issues, but when was the last time you asked your loved ones how they’re doing? It’s a noble thing to strive for the future, but don’t forget to take a break every now and then to check in on the world that’s right in front of you.

Life will never be dull for those born on the Capricorn-Aquarius cusp. When you aren’t hard at work, your creative ideas and social connections fill your life with excitement and purpose. You’re capable of being a great leader and inspiring necessary change, if you’re willing to speak up. But remember, even the greatest ideas require support from those around you, so put extra effort into connecting with and appreciating the people in your life!

Strengths:

Determined, creative, entertaining, idealistic, witty, empathetic

Born on the Capricorn-Aquarius cusp, you are blessed with the drive for success and the gift of creativity. Normally these two traits might clash, but for you these traits allow you to dream big and envision positive change. You can easily put yourself in others’ shoes and see the world from different perspectives. This also makes you a kind and generous friend — when you take the time to listen.

Weaknesses:

Detached, chaotic, selfish, aloof, critical, judgmental

Because you have your amazing imagination and creativity to keep you entertained, you may close yourself off in your own world and feel like you don’t need others to keep you company. You enjoy being alone with your thoughts, but this can make your loved ones feel unwanted — which is a shame because they are your greatest supporters! Remember that teamwork makes the dream work and if you don’t put a little effort into your relationships every now and then, they may not be there anymore when you need them

Clairvoyantly this tree comes to me a lot. I get flashes of it in my minds eye, periodically, since my awakening. I was always fascinated by it. Curious on the meaning. It’s a beautiful tree. Appears old and mystical. Large with thick bulky bark, long cascading willow branches adorned with bright pink flowers. It’s always surrounded by luscious green grass that seems to be slightly blowing in the breeze. Intuitively I knew obviously it symbolized SOMETHING and was coming to me for a reason on occasion, I just hadn’t figured out why. Until Yesterday.

Going into meditation I was taken to my Garden where I normally meet my TwinFlame. However he was not there. And this time I didn’t walk through the forest to get there, like normal. This time I came to the garden, emerging out of the sea that borders it on the east. I was garbed in my Atlantean high priestess gown, matching belt and headpiece, with my orbed Aquamarine staph. Merlin, my master guide, is there as usual waiting for me. I glance towards the bridge where my TwinFlame’s sailboat normally rests and its not there. I sigh…, and step towards Merlin. I haven’t spoken to my TwinFlame in over a week. Another Seperation. Another Disconnect in the 3d.

“Merlin, can you give me guidance?” I ask. He smiles, grasps my hands and gestures towards the garden. All the flowers are white lilies. My gaze gets drawn slightly past them and at the base of the stairs that lead to the castle of crystal a small sapling sprouts. In my minds eye I see the seed nestled in dark rich dirt. Clairauguntly (the ability to smell and taste what is not there physically) I smell the rich fertile earth in my meditative state. I see the small sapling grow rapidly, shooting out of the ground and grow into my tree I’ve been seeing. I turn to Merlin, who is still smiling. “The Compassion Tree…” He says. I gaze at it in wonder and awe. How magnificent and beautiful it is. I can smell the sweet perfume of the delicate pink blooms that grasp tight to the willow branches. Its swaying in the breeze slightly. Clairaudiently I hear, “Divine Feminine. It is for Self Love, Compassion, & Forgiveness. Trust and have Faith. We are always with you. You are being guided. We are with you…” And I come out of meditation.

Love & Light

Kelsey

Being pulled into meditation again last night without meaning to, I saw myself die. And I was ok with it. I was fairly young, maybe mid 50s. I wasn’t in pain. I didn’t appear to be ill. I seemed at peace. I was in a white room, in a bed, atop a white comforter and white pillows propping me up. My two sons and my TwinFlame by my side. All three the same age as they are currently. About to slip away into the afterlife I gaze into my youngest son’s eyes, then my oldest and finally my Flames. And then I die. Upon my soul ascending upwards I emerge into the heavens falling downwards from a bright blue sky with perfect puffy clouds.

I’m now my current age, falling, garbed as a High Priestess of Atlantis. White dress, gold leafed belt with aquamarine stones and a matching head piece. And as I’m falling towards the ocean I see a glimpse of my youngest son’s eye. And the beautiful hazel green of them and I fall into the Iris. But its the ocean. I’m swimming in the color of his eye. The waves are calm as I’m slightly bobbing around in this green sea. I then see my Oldest son’s bluish green eye and I get taken to diving into his iris. Then finally my Flames blue aqua eyes. It was like envisioning the uniqueness of each one of them and diving in like they were separate pools, but the ocean. Im struggling to explain it. So strange. In the left eye of my Twins he has a brown speck amongst the blue that I’ve always noticed and loved. When I’m floating in the “ocean” of his Iris, I see a brown tinge against the blue and swim towards it. Once I get there, I dive down.

Underwater looking down towards the ocean floor I see a giant treasure chest. I swim down, it opens and I swim through, diving into it. On the other side I enter into a dark cave and can breathe again. Clairvoyantly I see my Twin, his heart and its chambers. His heart space, as it were. Intuitively I know this is where I am. What this space is representing. His heart in his chest. The treasure inside the chest.

The cave is dark, damp and I can smell the wet stone, hear water dripping. I pause and listen, waiting. A tunnel. Then a torch. Clairaudiently I hear “Follow me.” I grab the torch and walk slowly, anticipating what lies ahead. Again, “Follow me…..” Navigating my way through, a door appears faintly in the light of my fire. Its embedded in the stone and is made of thick dark wood. It seems medieval, with large decorative black hinges, a caged barred black window and a latched handle with an old padlock. But I somehow have the key. Its a large skeleton key. Like the one I have tattooed on my back…. The lock echoes through the cave, as it pops free and the door creaks open …..as if its in pain.

I enter a domed room with water slowly cascading down the rock walls. Intuitively I know this space is sacred. In the middle of the room there’s a pillar about waist high. An alter. Its white with architectural details, like it’s from ancient Greece. A flat square top with a glowing, brilliant Aquamarine crystal sitting on it. Vibrationally in meditation my energy body peaks significantly when I see it. I can feel and hear its pulse. The same rhythm as a heart would beat. It gets louder in my ears and stronger in my aura. I can feel it beating in my physical body, in meditation. Very clear and very powerful. Clairaudiently I hear “Take it. It’s Yours.” I hesitate. And again, “Take it. It’s Yours.” I step towards the alter slowly and the crystal pulses louder and stronger. Standing right above it I’m hypnotized by the glow and the pulse of energy. “Take it. It’s Yours.” I pick it up slowly and immediately clutch it as tight as I can to my chest. I turn and start to run, as fast as I can with it, out of the cave. Then come out of meditation.

Love & Light,

Kelsey

I didn’t intend to go into meditation this evening. It just happened. I’ve been in a bad low vibration coming back from the Bahamas and Atlantis with my Twin. The trip was beyond amazing and magical. I feel sad without him close. Going from being with him in paradise to distance and barley communicating is soul shaking for me. Everyone goes into post vacation blues, but it hit me particularly hard. With a broken ankle, over whelmed by stresses of my kids changing schools and arguing with my ex and financially burdened I want to hurl myself off my balcony. I’m on the 3rd story.

Maybe its Venus in retrograde. I can’t shake the low vibe. I miss my twin. I miss running. I miss money flowing easily. I miss everything being stable in my life. I feel weighted down. Like I can’t move. Like I don’t want to move. I feel alone in it all. My heart, my soul is just….heavy. I haven’t been meditating for about a week now but was taken there without expecting it this evening. Just sitting in bed trying to watch a movie…Not even trying. Like I was being called. And this is what I saw….

The forest I typically stroll through to get to my “garden”, where I see my master guide Merlin and meet my Twin, I saw myself sprinting. Running hard, saw my feet digging deep into the earth, heard my breath fast and sharp. It was if I was running away from pain itself. I sprinted through my forest. Raja, my tiger on my right with Tala my white Lioness on the left, running with me. I get to the bridge that crosses over the river to Merlin and the garden. My twins boat, is not there. Raja and Tala stop at the bridge and let out trembling roars as I cross over. Merlin is there and I run into his arms. He embraces me and I sob into his shoulder. I can feel his soft velvet robes soak up my tears and he hugs me tight and I break free and look into his eyes, that are as blue as the Caribbean sea I just came from on vacation. A single tear rolls from them and I again start running.

I run up the steps towards the crystal castle. I take the steps two at a time and break open the doors. No one is on the glass thrown. I turn to my right and sprint down the hallway towards the doorway to Maura’s room. I burst through the door and glance around frantically. Nobody there. I look to my left towards the “wall” of the room that is just sky and sprint towards it. I hurl myself into the sky and start to free fall downwards.

After free falling a moment I look down and I see the ocean. I dive in, and am swimming down. Down and Down and Down. In meditation it seemed like I swam miles downward. Eventually I swim so far I break into air. An open space, and fall into Atlantis. The lost city. I land on my feet, in the middle of the city, and Atlanteans surround me. They start to robe me, put my crown on and give me my golden staff with the bright blue orb on the top. “High Priestess!” they say. I start to get mobbed by the people, and in the crowd I see my Twin.

He’s a ways from me and I can’t get to him through the crowd. He looks solem. Sad. Almost unemotional. The crowd swopes me up and puts me in a thrown that they carry. They carry me away from him towards the temple. I look back at my twin, longingly, and he disappears out of sight. The crowd carries me to the steps of the temple and I turn to look up. All of my exes are before me. All the men, besides my twin, that I’ve had a relationship with, are there. Standing there. My ex husband, And any “boyfriend” I had after my divorce. Just standing there staring at me.

I look at each of them in the eyes, pausing on each face. They are expressionless. After, I jump up and sprint into the crowd. I’m pushing, shoving, fighting people, yelling my twins name. Tears streaming down my face. My pristine white robes are now ripped and stained with dirt. My crown has been lost in the stuggle, my staff broken and my twin is gone. The crowd calms and slowly disperses. I hobble back to the steps of the temple alone. Not a soul around. I sit down, hang my head and start to cry.

Eventually I feel a presence coming towards me. My head is hung, crying, and I see a shadow engulf my bloody bare feet. I slowly look up and ArchAngel Michael looks down at me, in all his glory. He holds his hand out and gestures for me to stand. I take his hand and embrace him. Still crying, he hugs me tight and strokes my head comforting me. “Its alright…Its alright.” He says. I look up at him and step back. Like I knew why he was there….”Are you ready?” He asks. I nod my head, Yes, and two energy cords stream from my heart chakra and my sacral chakra. Bright, thick energy cords. Michael wields his flaming blue sword and I stiffen, anticipating his strike. He comes down fast in blue fiery blaze, and cuts the cords in a clean swipe.

In my physical, 3d body, I instantly feel lighter. A weight lifted from my heart and soul. Still in meditation, I step back from Michael after the cutting. Blood starts to run from where the cords were. Slowly. I put my hands in it and watch it run through my fingers. I don’t feel any pain, physically. I look up at Michael, puzzled, my hands dripping in blood. “It needs time to heal. He needs to heal.” He says. And I drift out of meditation. I look at my phone and my Twin had texted me. It had been almost two days.

Moonlight reflection. Stars and directions. Planets projections. Souls exposed. Causing repose. Left disposed. A heart that froze.

Love & Light

Kelsey