Being pulled into meditation again last night without meaning to, I saw myself die. And I was ok with it. I was fairly young, maybe mid 50s. I wasn’t in pain. I didn’t appear to be ill. I seemed at peace. I was in a white room, in a bed, atop a white comforter and white pillows propping me up. My two sons and my TwinFlame by my side. All three the same age as they are currently. About to slip away into the afterlife I gaze into my youngest son’s eyes, then my oldest and finally my Flames. And then I die. Upon my soul ascending upwards I emerge into the heavens falling downwards from a bright blue sky with perfect puffy clouds.

I’m now my current age, falling, garbed as a High Priestess of Atlantis. White dress, gold leafed belt with aquamarine stones and a matching head piece. And as I’m falling towards the ocean I see a glimpse of my youngest son’s eye. And the beautiful hazel green of them and I fall into the Iris. But its the ocean. I’m swimming in the color of his eye. The waves are calm as I’m slightly bobbing around in this green sea. I then see my Oldest son’s bluish green eye and I get taken to diving into his iris. Then finally my Flames blue aqua eyes. It was like envisioning the uniqueness of each one of them and diving in like they were separate pools, but the ocean. Im struggling to explain it. So strange. In the left eye of my Twins he has a brown speck amongst the blue that I’ve always noticed and loved. When I’m floating in the “ocean” of his Iris, I see a brown tinge against the blue and swim towards it. Once I get there, I dive down.

Underwater looking down towards the ocean floor I see a giant treasure chest. I swim down, it opens and I swim through, diving into it. On the other side I enter into a dark cave and can breathe again. Clairvoyantly I see my Twin, his heart and its chambers. His heart space, as it were. Intuitively I know this is where I am. What this space is representing. His heart in his chest. The treasure inside the chest.

The cave is dark, damp and I can smell the wet stone, hear water dripping. I pause and listen, waiting. A tunnel. Then a torch. Clairaudiently I hear “Follow me.” I grab the torch and walk slowly, anticipating what lies ahead. Again, “Follow me…..” Navigating my way through, a door appears faintly in the light of my fire. Its embedded in the stone and is made of thick dark wood. It seems medieval, with large decorative black hinges, a caged barred black window and a latched handle with an old padlock. But I somehow have the key. Its a large skeleton key. Like the one I have tattooed on my back…. The lock echoes through the cave, as it pops free and the door creaks open …..as if its in pain.

I enter a domed room with water slowly cascading down the rock walls. Intuitively I know this space is sacred. In the middle of the room there’s a pillar about waist high. An alter. Its white with architectural details, like it’s from ancient Greece. A flat square top with a glowing, brilliant Aquamarine crystal sitting on it. Vibrationally in meditation my energy body peaks significantly when I see it. I can feel and hear its pulse. The same rhythm as a heart would beat. It gets louder in my ears and stronger in my aura. I can feel it beating in my physical body, in meditation. Very clear and very powerful. Clairaudiently I hear “Take it. It’s Yours.” I hesitate. And again, “Take it. It’s Yours.” I step towards the alter slowly and the crystal pulses louder and stronger. Standing right above it I’m hypnotized by the glow and the pulse of energy. “Take it. It’s Yours.” I pick it up slowly and immediately clutch it as tight as I can to my chest. I turn and start to run, as fast as I can with it, out of the cave. Then come out of meditation.

Love & Light,

Kelsey